Crushing

Are we ever too old to crush? My answer to that is no. I have monthly, weekly maybe even daily crushes. It could be that I am super moody or I just lose interest. No matter how long the crushes last, they are still fun. It's even better when you kind of have a feeling that the person you are crushing on might be crushing on you. I never know this though. Funny thing, I know when someone is NOT interested lol but when they are into me, I am completely dunce. I guess I think that men have hidden agendas and are always plotting for the kitty. Not that there is anything wrong with that of course, but I know that I have more to offer than that. I didn't need a book to tell me that.

It's nice to see someone that you find attractive and fantasize about what could be. I'd say that most of my admiring/crushing is done from afar. I said it before and I will say it again, I can be shy ESPECIALLY when it comes to men that I don't know. For my friends that read this, HUSH, I am shy dammit! There was a time when I wasn't always so shy, but after being stung by rejection one too many times, it's hard to just open up and just let my true feelings be known. Rejection is a mother.

Just recently I was crushing but didn't know it until we hugged. You might be saying to yourself that must've been one hell of a hug. Nope it wasn't, but sometimes it's just like that. An unexplainable feeling. He would have been a nice addition, but that feeling lasted for a couple of days unfortunately. It happens.
Crushing ain't easy but it sure is fun and safe :)

Thanks again for reading :)

The Jetts - Crush On You